My birthday..

I know, its kinda late..
sorry me, x sempat nk update blog..
I had a fairly good birthday tis year..
no cakes, as usual :D
but i'm thankful..
God gave me another year to live..
to become a better person..

thank you also to my dearest friends and loved one..
they really knew i love fussbol huh!
:D

oh ye, tis post ialah sambungan drpd previous post..
u know me..
haha.
kthanxbai!

I got issues..

Why cant I be friendly like other people?? Why can I get along with older people?? Why cant I just sit and have a pleasant conversation with them? Why cant I even call them to say “hi, how are you?” why why why..??

Am I such an ignorant kid.. I did not made myself to be.. I just.. am L I cant change it. I tried. I appeared FAKE. Why did certain people made it look so easy?? They are just like me.. I have what they have.. I am not retarded.. but why..

Can somebody please teach me to be a good person :(((

i'm 20 4 Gods sake..

wait some more then there will be another horrible person on Earth :((